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Writer's pictureAniss Benarrioua

Flower of Anis: The Problem of Envy and The Evil Eye




As a reserved successful man with a very calm state of mind I have been victim to the evil eye repeatedly. It is something that sticks with you, drains your energy and makes you feel stagnated. People are not always busy and focused on something purposeful in their life, instead they have a void within themselves and they try to fill it with other people’s lives. Comparing and measuring themselves with others whilst their own potential and human power can be absolutely limitless.


When you’re vibrating on a higher level of frequencies and your energy is stable and intact from any external disturbances. People will unavailingly notice you, whereas some may be curious and would like to experience your energy, others will be envious and will go at such lengths to see you crumble. The devil is in the Man; the angel is in the man as well. It is important to know that these enemies of the spirit are normal people who never went through the steps that I mentioned through this book so far, nor are they cognizant of the spiritual world or their connectedness. They are in the very first level of having conformed to the norms thinking that their perspective is the absolute truth whilst being a victim of their own mentality.


When these folks get into this state of mind of envy they manifest a destructive reality unconsciously and cast that spell upon you. It’s also very important to know that this evil eye will come from anyone around you and you probably have cast it unconsciously too.


For my own part, I have suffered quite a lot from this dilemma that it became a trauma. When people find out that you’re a writer, they don’t read your writings or purchase one of your books. They simply see it as a social status and as an achievement that they could perhaps never reach (even though they can). It’s only when I am cut off from any external influences that I can write most eloquent verbiage and become productive. With these external forces and envies that revolve around your circle, being a writer can be very exhausting and energy draining. People will measure their life path through you and will copy anything that you do in hope of becoming better or perhaps adequate.


One way to overcome it is to never give in any external energy and to put a protective aura around your life path and inner journey and to never reveal it. Secrecy is the nectar of the successful man, the one who reveals his ideas to the crowd will acquire nothing, the one who keeps silent and never speaks is in a constant action. Man’s natural state is afflicting others who are vibrating on a higher level of frequency than him, until they lower him or overcome him. Once they get what they want and trample on you, they will never look after you or for you. But when you’re say out of town on vacation or being distant productive they will be searching for your energy until they drain it again.


Now, one way to overcome this dilemma as I was figured it out. First of all is to always operate in silence. Having one trustworthy friend is enough and I’m sure we’ve all had one or still have. Second of all is to never reveal your objectives and moves not even to your parents. When in crowded places learn to keep your energy intact and always in ascension. Once you give in to your ego’s thoughts and anxiety your defenses will be lowered and you are likely to attract an evil gaze on you. And lastly to remember that you have a touch of God within you and that you’re walking in his universe and never in people’s reality.


When I returned from London, a return that was supposed to be temporary. I was devoured with people’s envy and curiosity; I became the mainstream topic of people that I never knew. This caused me to fall in a depression and become stagnated unable to move or perform any task. When I planned poetic spectacles the day always ended in fatigue. It was a sad reality that in a writer’s quest people will always see you with envy instead of reading your writings that are the best you possess. How did I overcome this? I had to cut off all the acquaintances and people that I knew. I felt their energy draining me repeatedly until I became an empty vessel. I had also to withdraw from the external world and to take a time of pause and assessment. Then the universe was sending me messages through people that I did not know, that I had been afflicted by evil eye and that I must take a time to heal and cleanse myself. As a researcher with the habit of switching from a philosophy. I returned to the first philosophy that I explored which is Stoicism. It taught me to self-discipline myself and to keep my internal world internal. It clearly stated that I had no duty to befriend anyone that I met and to give them my energy. The act of help and compassion occurs in random situations in which the universe sends you a person to help. Most of these persons are unknown to us. But they will still come as we will come to others. Aside from that if a person wants to handle society and have a societal merit, he must self-discipline himself, strengthen his aura, and always be connected with his true self rather than develop a social ego of based on merit and validation. It’s also important not to victimize oneself, because as you have been feeling the victim of this dilemma, you have probably cast an evil eye unto someone a countless time.


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